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Long Time No See!
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It's been a while since the last time I logged in. everything feels very nostalgic!. First of all i was so sorry to leave everyone hanging in this Account. Starting today i will try to active between real life, Twitter and deviantART. so...
I've been migrated to Twitter Recently for some reason. let's say i'm wandering. i do gain a lot of experiences to tell when wandering in twitter. because it's much approachable and very easy to get in touch with everybody. sometimes i find that deviantART are too complex. but i missed it so i was back! i also tried to open commission and it's already my 5th batch! i think i pretty confident with it!
SO! Next i will open up the 6th Commision in deviantART! I will post up the journal about it if it's up!
I will upload a lot of my recent artworks here. so it was like online gallery that sorted really well
Trust me i try to read every messages everybody sent me. thanks for all the supports and comments. it motivates me a lot!
Anyway Chirros has been change a lot!
I've been migrated to Twitter Recently for some reason. let's say i'm wandering. i do gain a lot of experiences to tell when wandering in twitter. because it's much approachable and very easy to get in touch with everybody. sometimes i find that deviantART are too complex. but i missed it so i was back! i also tried to open commission and it's already my 5th batch! i think i pretty confident with it!
SO! Next i will open up the 6th Commision in deviantART! I will post up the journal about it if it's up!
I will upload a lot of my recent artworks here. so it was like online gallery that sorted really well
Trust me i try to read every messages everybody sent me. thanks for all the supports and comments. it motivates me a lot!
Anyway Chirros has been change a lot!
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Back to life! [REQUEST CLOSED!]
1 min read
I've been thinking I'm in hiatus a lot lately. I missed dA Everytime I open it ! Missing my old friends too
IDK everyone still remembers me or not XD! man I shouldn't go for that long eh?...
I'll spend a little time to draw again so I opened a little sketch Request and I'll get them Done!
NOTE:
1. One picture Once character Only
2. Pose and Style up to me ( Can be Black and White )
3. Full Body or half body is up to me
4. You know me with slow Artworks... NO Deadlines XD
5. I can close the Request Anytime XD
Put on the comment what you want me to draw. Each Person get one Sketch!
But I'll try to not too melancholic about it and let's do XD
IDK everyone still remembers me or not XD! man I shouldn't go for that long eh?...
I'll spend a little time to draw again so I opened a little sketch Request and I'll get them Done!
NOTE:
1. One picture Once character Only
2. Pose and Style up to me ( Can be Black and White )
3. Full Body or half body is up to me
4. You know me with slow Artworks... NO Deadlines XD
5. I can close the Request Anytime XD
Put on the comment what you want me to draw. Each Person get one Sketch!
But I'll try to not too melancholic about it and let's do XD
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Have a little time to back, Heavy Turns!
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It's been a while that I haven't write any journals or story telling about what happened. And even it's been a while I haven't been replying too . So here I go! This not gonna be the last one FYI
Maybe only some of you guys who going to read these but. With all the intentions I got. I'll accept anything what happened, I'll try to not regret a lot of things.
7 years ago before I join the internet I wish I can be like those artists who draw an anthro really amazingly. I get pumped up and I start drawing. I can't draw well back then. Heck I can't even draw Pikachu! XD. But I keep trying and slowly by slowly I got some friends and people who says that they actually liked what I do. I was so happy, that's why I didn't stop and keep experimenting and drawing.
My motivation back then when drawing on the online life is actually "getting famous". I draw overnight and then i watch how many likes in the next day and how many comments. I feel so happy when I got them a lot. Like I can say " OMG I'm a super good artist "
There's the time I got dengue when I overwork, movie shoots and everything gots me thinking in the middle doing nothing except my hand got injected by IV and nothing you can do... I realized
It's kinda stupid XD....
Slowly I were thinking that. I shouldn't do that if I want to fully contributing to the furry world. I change my motivation to "at least contribute and keep making furry life lit"
As the time goes. After I graduated a year ago I started to go to office which I do what I want to be in the future. Videographing. I notice a little change on my life I start to get less and less time to draw and I start to lose my time to draw.
I was worry how can I keep up with making arts in furries?. And keeping up with comments and replies that people's around me already spend time to do?
Few months ago I'm turning my Steer
I mean. I might start to get less drawings. But I'll be here creating more films also for furries. Like furcon highlights and some fursuit films. I'll try my best to stay online and contribute something on the furry world. At least it was the best what I can do
I know I can fully sincerely contributing at video making since I was super enjoying it and it wasn't easy to make. There's steps where we need to pay attention to some of it and I've been there. I've been doing videos even before I start draw. so it should be sincerely done
With the money I got from work, I'll try to came to at least 2 furcons on the asia and make a film for it. I can't promise fully for the quality. But I'll try my best. I'll keep making what I could do!
I'll make a YouTube account and post my work there!. If you want you can go subscribe here!
About my dA. Il be draw but not as much as I used to. I got everyone who really loyal and like my works and I have to thank everyone by didn't stop drawing . I'll be creating more stuffs!
BTW I'll rebrand outleaf into ..... You'll see someday! I miss dA so much
Maybe only some of you guys who going to read these but. With all the intentions I got. I'll accept anything what happened, I'll try to not regret a lot of things.
7 years ago before I join the internet I wish I can be like those artists who draw an anthro really amazingly. I get pumped up and I start drawing. I can't draw well back then. Heck I can't even draw Pikachu! XD. But I keep trying and slowly by slowly I got some friends and people who says that they actually liked what I do. I was so happy, that's why I didn't stop and keep experimenting and drawing.
My motivation back then when drawing on the online life is actually "getting famous". I draw overnight and then i watch how many likes in the next day and how many comments. I feel so happy when I got them a lot. Like I can say " OMG I'm a super good artist "
There's the time I got dengue when I overwork, movie shoots and everything gots me thinking in the middle doing nothing except my hand got injected by IV and nothing you can do... I realized
It's kinda stupid XD....
Slowly I were thinking that. I shouldn't do that if I want to fully contributing to the furry world. I change my motivation to "at least contribute and keep making furry life lit"
As the time goes. After I graduated a year ago I started to go to office which I do what I want to be in the future. Videographing. I notice a little change on my life I start to get less and less time to draw and I start to lose my time to draw.
I was worry how can I keep up with making arts in furries?. And keeping up with comments and replies that people's around me already spend time to do?
Few months ago I'm turning my Steer
I mean. I might start to get less drawings. But I'll be here creating more films also for furries. Like furcon highlights and some fursuit films. I'll try my best to stay online and contribute something on the furry world. At least it was the best what I can do
I know I can fully sincerely contributing at video making since I was super enjoying it and it wasn't easy to make. There's steps where we need to pay attention to some of it and I've been there. I've been doing videos even before I start draw. so it should be sincerely done
With the money I got from work, I'll try to came to at least 2 furcons on the asia and make a film for it. I can't promise fully for the quality. But I'll try my best. I'll keep making what I could do!
I'll make a YouTube account and post my work there!. If you want you can go subscribe here!
About my dA. Il be draw but not as much as I used to. I got everyone who really loyal and like my works and I have to thank everyone by didn't stop drawing . I'll be creating more stuffs!
BTW I'll rebrand outleaf into ..... You'll see someday! I miss dA so much
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2016!!! Long Live! Wide Love!
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Hey guys! Welcome to 2016!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAAAAR!!!!!!
Anything you guys want to share to what happened last year? . What's good, what's memorable, what you learn and ever the moments that you cannot forgot. Just go ahead type it down ^^
And as usual we talking about new year resolution right?!.... hey don't forget to type it down too! . I know it's a super mainstream ones but why not ^^?. They say don't be afraid to Dream big so just say it down ^^ and here's mine
1. Chirros Suit!!! Maybeeeee?!?.
2. Commision Started!!!
3. Come to at least 3 Furcon this year!!!
4. Punctual at texting and replying!!!
5. I guess try something to make the artworks more fun for u guys!!!!
Tell me about yours!
Anyway this is a journal entry for last 2 months. I finally worked at Jakarta and free lancing at the same time. It been super tough since I got a lot of stuffs to work on and I haven't got my own laptop to work that time. So so sorry that I didn't online much in the past days. It's been deadline catching day!. And.. nothing special. But OH!
17th December - 22th December is the day I travel from Jakarta to Singapore and take bus to Malay to go to Comic Fiesta 2015 and FURUM ( Furs upon Malaysia) . It's basically Malay's 1st Furcon ever!. So ys guys! I can say if there's a Furcon near everyone! Just go ahead! Join them! Because you can share stuffs. Commish some artist and they draw it live in front of you and even they can teach you and hang around!
I got a chance to meet a lot of new friends! . And we did talked and even sketched a lot of things in the free sketch desk!. It's fun!. So I guess it kinda rounds up what I plan to do next year...
Alight guys! So the other points I'm about to ask everyone in this journal is this. I very need you guy's opinion because I can't decide only by my self.. .so!
1. If I started commission next year. How much the picture I usually post on dA Cost?. Usually it goes around 4-7 hours to make per picture. ( Don't worry free arts, Trades is still going as usual!! )
2. What is the main interest at my artwork so far you see on my gallery?. Is it the Background?, the style? Or the anatomy?. Let me know ^^
3. What did you expect to see what I do in 2016? . Like maybe more fun collabs?. Or maybe draw unexpected things more?. Go ahead tell me and let me know!
4. Should I make FA?......., (( Basically the main reason I only at dA is because to make my self essentials to dA, so people don't go to 2 sites to see my artworks)) , so I plan to upload Sketches and FLICKS* on FA and i'll upload same artworks at dA
5. Which you guys prefer I create? ( Graphic Design, Big buff anthros, Cartoons) let me know. ^^
Alright i'll hear what everyone say and sooner I'll set things up so 2016 can be a more enjoyable year for us!.. I miss everyone like I very used to before. And I got my Own laptop now and my own drawing tablet so at least I an increase my art working time 4x times faster!!!!. So for the Video and motion editing I got DELL XPS 15 9550 Infinityedge and for the Drawing tablet I got ASUS Vivotab Note 8 with Wacom bamboo feel. Sounds like a good news anyone ^^???!!!. I'll upload pictures to my twitter here
rhinoceros White "You'll see WIPS, Sketch and Others!"
Okay that's a wrap for my last journal about! 2015. You'll see some refreshed DeviantID, icons and identity at my page ( I wish to made it XD) so... I wish everyone have a good time this weekend and make this Christmas and this new year a special thing to you!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!
2016 will be more more blessed year!
Long live and wide love!!!
Keep the pencil dancing!
Anything you guys want to share to what happened last year? . What's good, what's memorable, what you learn and ever the moments that you cannot forgot. Just go ahead type it down ^^
And as usual we talking about new year resolution right?!.... hey don't forget to type it down too! . I know it's a super mainstream ones but why not ^^?. They say don't be afraid to Dream big so just say it down ^^ and here's mine
1. Chirros Suit!!! Maybeeeee?!?.
2. Commision Started!!!
3. Come to at least 3 Furcon this year!!!
4. Punctual at texting and replying!!!
5. I guess try something to make the artworks more fun for u guys!!!!
Tell me about yours!
Anyway this is a journal entry for last 2 months. I finally worked at Jakarta and free lancing at the same time. It been super tough since I got a lot of stuffs to work on and I haven't got my own laptop to work that time. So so sorry that I didn't online much in the past days. It's been deadline catching day!. And.. nothing special. But OH!
17th December - 22th December is the day I travel from Jakarta to Singapore and take bus to Malay to go to Comic Fiesta 2015 and FURUM ( Furs upon Malaysia) . It's basically Malay's 1st Furcon ever!. So ys guys! I can say if there's a Furcon near everyone! Just go ahead! Join them! Because you can share stuffs. Commish some artist and they draw it live in front of you and even they can teach you and hang around!
I got a chance to meet a lot of new friends! . And we did talked and even sketched a lot of things in the free sketch desk!. It's fun!. So I guess it kinda rounds up what I plan to do next year...
Alight guys! So the other points I'm about to ask everyone in this journal is this. I very need you guy's opinion because I can't decide only by my self.. .so!
1. If I started commission next year. How much the picture I usually post on dA Cost?. Usually it goes around 4-7 hours to make per picture. ( Don't worry free arts, Trades is still going as usual!! )
2. What is the main interest at my artwork so far you see on my gallery?. Is it the Background?, the style? Or the anatomy?. Let me know ^^
3. What did you expect to see what I do in 2016? . Like maybe more fun collabs?. Or maybe draw unexpected things more?. Go ahead tell me and let me know!
4. Should I make FA?......., (( Basically the main reason I only at dA is because to make my self essentials to dA, so people don't go to 2 sites to see my artworks)) , so I plan to upload Sketches and FLICKS* on FA and i'll upload same artworks at dA
5. Which you guys prefer I create? ( Graphic Design, Big buff anthros, Cartoons) let me know. ^^
Alright i'll hear what everyone say and sooner I'll set things up so 2016 can be a more enjoyable year for us!.. I miss everyone like I very used to before. And I got my Own laptop now and my own drawing tablet so at least I an increase my art working time 4x times faster!!!!. So for the Video and motion editing I got DELL XPS 15 9550 Infinityedge and for the Drawing tablet I got ASUS Vivotab Note 8 with Wacom bamboo feel. Sounds like a good news anyone ^^???!!!. I'll upload pictures to my twitter here
rhinoceros White "You'll see WIPS, Sketch and Others!"
Okay that's a wrap for my last journal about! 2015. You'll see some refreshed DeviantID, icons and identity at my page ( I wish to made it XD) so... I wish everyone have a good time this weekend and make this Christmas and this new year a special thing to you!!!!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!
2016 will be more more blessed year!
Long live and wide love!!!
Keep the pencil dancing!
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Anxiety and Dissapointment
4 min read
No No!, this is not a sad journal guys! Hahaha!! Believe me .. I just can't think a good title for this journal ... So okay here we go!!
July 2015
I was graduating after my 3 Years of Multimedia Design. I remembering like 3 years ago when I didn't pass my first high-school because I do videos and drawings on the class without paying attention ( I wasn't that smart too after all XD ).
Me and my room mate tries to find a job at Singapore. We apply around like 30 companies. Luckily I got responded and I get a chance to freelance there at A little film studio at Singapore for 2 months with my staying VISA
It's a very awesome company o.o. There were like 15 members in the team, they have their own cameraman, editors, directors. 80% of them is Malaysian. So it was really fun to talk and hang out with them because our jokes is almost the same. I take a part as a film editor and motion Grapher. It's like I'm being useful to them. Which give me excitement everytime I wake up and go to work. Because I very loving my job ^^
September 2015
I run out of my visa. But the boss promise me he will always help me to get me working pass so I can stay and work there for 2 years..., after few attempts. My Working Visa already rejected 3 times. And till now October 2015 I still waiting for it. Me and my boss still struggle to apply. I was anxious.
It's not about I'm losing my job. It's more like.. I still want to work a be useful to them for more time.
It's been almost 2 months I'm at my hometown because I can't back to Singapore right now ^^. So at the moment. I'm freelancing at a wedding photography studio at jakarta while wait..
So that's pretty much that happened in the last 2 months. It's full of anxiety and dissapointment ^^. I can't lie to my self about this. But hey I'm fine guys! I write this just to let everyone knows what happened these days why I rarely online and draw ^^. A little word I can say " Dream, Passion and Teamwork was one of the priceless things in the life " so... Just do anything you guys want and be good at it. And you'll be the happiest person in the world XD!
Also.. thanks to everyone who have been supporting me at my life. How you guys enjoy my works. Giving me feedbacks and supporting me so thanks for everyone!
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Anyways... also 3 Years I've been using ASUS N56VZ. Running Windows 7 64-Bit with 8GB of RAM. And it's spoiled a month ago. It's the Laptop I've been using to create artworks and videos for 3 years. I bring it to the service to reballing. They told me it's because a lot of renderings. That laptop already renders more than 200+ videos if I can count them so... it's spoiled XD!. I haven't have any PC for my own. So I borrow my Little brother's PC to do my Artworks starting from " White Waves "
Anyway that's pretty much it. So a little question for this journal session. What you guys ever dreamed you guys want to be? . And have you ever tried to achieve it? ( achieved or not yet) . Tell it on the journal for fun ^^! Go ahead
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